Post Edit: 
I'm keeping this post published because this was a real moment. But please see the next post.

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While I'm waiting for Unity to compile the build for the game. Rocking out to the audio mix through FMOD that I did for the first cutscene in the game you see in the screenshots that no one will ever hear- probably, maybe. I learned so many new skill sets and how to do shaders, FVX graphs, and behavior trees and learned all the new c# stuff the past decade I missed out on while fighting my mental health. But what was it all for?

I'm not in a good head space right now. I was so damn proud and happy about this game jam and how everything was coming out exactly how I envisioned it in my head. I missed my therapist appointment last week too trying to complete this game in time. I'm such a f*cking idiot.

If there is not another post after this one someone check on me please.